2009年6月29日星期一

3 X Espresso Feeling...

Saturday night, after pooling at kp. as we plan, we are about to 1 u watch movie. around 10 more, inside the car crapping with benn kitt. my phone was ringging. Is was eguan's call, she call me and ask me either i can pick them up because chee hou was not feeling wel, he having a fever and asking we to fetch them. after put down my phone, i tell benn kitt said we have to fetch chee hoe them because he having fever. he immediately giving me a stunning face, and keep on raping himself, "Fever", " H1N1"? "knn, I dont want dead yet" "i dont have gf yet" " i still want to live with people i love forever de" make me keep sweating in car. eventually reached her house and found out that is only a misunderstanding. he just feeling not well and dont have fever. (well, may be he had but lie to us, who know?)

then after the cinema, we went a round of mamak for some refreshing. in a raining mid night with full of tiring feel. on the way back to tuck long's old house. at the corner infront of goldcourse , eugen ..this fellow pull out my car handbreak and making the car drift , or i shall say losing control and turn a 180 degree. almost crush the stone beside the car. at this very moment, guess what, almost put all of us into ta very dangerous stituation ,this F**king fellow still keep on laughing. Sweat betul.... this event string my brain..immediately wake up from tire form like after having "3 cup of espresso "yeah 3 cup.... you din hear wrong. he still keep laughing untill the way to tuck long's house and not even have a sense of 'being in dangerous" = =.

just imagine ..we come from 12 o'clock direct and about turn to 9 o'clock way. after my car "drift ", we successfully turn to 9 o'clcok but with a car head to 3 o'clock side. = = i can almost foresee we crush on the stone beside that time..lucky it din happen --..

after that we having a conclusion on why the car would "Drift" = =

1) It was raining and the road is smoothy.

2) Eugen pull the car handbreak.( this is the main reason)

3) Got two "Fatty" sit behind us, i dont want mention their name here but i guess you all would know who are they. ^^( Ps. they sleep like a pig and not even know what is happenning, i think)

2009年6月23日星期二

Sleepless night...

Another sleepless night, In seeking of what can do.

2009年6月22日星期一

Concept of equity life....

a very crappy topic which as me , tuck long and others talking about at nj last saturday. a topic started from i saw a note in tuck long's book. A. Killing nyamuk but save life. Nice > Save people, Bad because of killing nyamuk. a sweat note,which i do not agree what, cant understand also. then we started argue about is that good karma if you kill one life but saving many life? if this theory tenable, is that mean that carnivorous animal are not necassary to survive?because they have to eat many life in their life. Do it mean when we kill it, we actually doing a good thing?but after you recall how many chicken, duck, pig, seafood have you eat, i guess you wont agree with this. you might say "i am vegetarian" do not kill life. but what about those vegetable y ou eat? isn't those plant can grow and have life?do not argue with me vegetable do not have feel, wont think and blar blar. its still a life you are eating. it wont feel pain , wont shout it out doesn't mean you have the right to eat it. it wont shout pain?do the chicken shout "i am pain , dont eat me " to you? Do the fish say " pls dont eat me" to you? do the pig beg you let its go?

you might say those animal would shout but would act pain while you kill them, but plant wont. Are you those plant? how you know they wont feel pain?how you know they din beg you to let them go also?. at the other hand, how you know those animal are in pain?are you them? they might be just enjoy wiht it,they might say"eat me" , "taste me my dear"', "come on baby eat me" althought i am not believe they would say that in those situation.

one thing i am very wondering about. i always saw people would feel cruel if they saw a pet was killing. talking about how cruel the butcher are. curse them but with a chicken leg in their hand. eating some seafood at dinner , and drink a soup within bone that boil few hour. i wonder from where their mercy come from .

For what i know people do distrinct life. for me, i wont care about it. i might feel pity those animal on my dinner table. but it wont stop me to eat them.

but if you telling me that life is equity.... My answer is


~~~~~~~~~~~~NO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Absolutely No ~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~Not even close to ~~~~~~~~

2009年6月9日星期二

Why we here?

A question as tittle, which i think not much people would think it seriosly. People normally said they pursue fame, rishes, love, some might pursue on a healthy body in their life. But honestly, what we really look for our life?What is the meaning for us to be born ?to be live? to be here?.

....

2009年6月7日星期日

Cup or water?..

A problem that is always troubling me, My poor memory about words. No matter is my chinese, my english nor my Bm. always have a bad spelling or pronunciation. its really troubling me sometime untill i saw a story at a book. the story is like this. a young monk which is doubt full about a sutra found a well-recognise intelligent old monk ..and ask he meaning about that sutra.

The old monk then request the young man to read out the sutra . He said "Can you first tell what its write inside?then i only can define to you the meaning insdie the sutra, Because i am illiteracy"..

The young monk become very surprise and with a distrusted face, he ask the old monk : " how do you understand its meaning, when you not even knowing the word write inside?".

Then old monk become silence, and point his finger to the moon. after a while, he look at the young monk and question he :" what did you see?"


"Moon?" the young monk replied with doubtful.

"Yes, yound man. You understand now?"

the young monk was silence. after awhile the young monk look at old monk's finger, and finally understanding the old monk means and said " The finger is only the indicate for moon, so as the language is just only a contents to intelligent, we shuoldn't only restrict on pursue intelligent through language. as long as we can get intelligent, we shouldn't restrict by its contents. "

A relationship between language and knowledge or intelligent like relationship between cup and water. when we drinking, what we want is water not cup. althought, a cup without chasm is necessary(just imagine how you drink water when there is a hole below the cup", but what shall we more focus on is the water itself. a cupful of water still remain cupful wheter you use woody cup or golden cup,it wont reduce the volume. same as a pea of water still remain a pea even you use a golden cup, it wont even add a little bit at all.

If give you an option between a cupful water with a woody cup and a pe a of water with golden cup..which one you choose?^^

Sweat Dream~!!

a very weird dream...keep repeating wake up and fall asleep....when everytime about to wake up ..then fall sleep again...dono either is i really got wake up or it just a part from dream...keep repeating 4-5 time..during the dream..its seem like a whole day time passed..but when i wake up its only use a few hour.....sweat...= =

2009年6月2日星期二

Bored and tag Version 2.0

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Teh ice?2. Last phone call: Amassurance clerk.
3. Last text message: Today from maxis .(Does it count?)
.4. Last song you listened to: Negaraku?
PHAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Got..Benn Kitt i date he twice snooker
7. Been cheated on: Sometime
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no..T.T
9. Lost someone special: Lost my self very long time ago..=.=
10. Been depressed: Some
11. Been drunk and threw up: ya gua
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13.White
14. Blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Got gua
16. Fallen out of love: No~~!!..
17. Laughed until you cried: Some time
18.Met someone who changed you: Not yet..God havent send me miss Right he promise to send...
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: alwayz
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No..if got that would be terrible = =
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Mostly know ...
23. How many kids do you want to have: Now havent decided yet
24. Do you have any pets: No....those animal very lucky ..^.^
25. Do you want to change your name: Someday...if i dont want others know where i go ..i change my name
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Beg pardon for my 20 year..
27. What time did you wake up today: 8 something
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Dreaming in the Dark
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: My girl from god ..God!!where is the girl i ask for?
30. Last time you saw your Mother: just now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My life ?!
= =
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Doing nothing gua..
35. Most visited webpage: erm......google.com..muahhahaha
36.Whats your real name: Hong
37. Nicknames: Lao eh, OB, Sam, blar blar blar (too many ..cant tell all here = =)
38. Relationship Status: Forever Single
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo
40. Male or female?: Male
41. Elementary?: Forgotton the name ==
42. Middle School?: Liat chon?
43. High school/college?: STK
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: over 183cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes..
48. What do you like about yourself?: My style , My ambition, My Hope,
49. Piercings: 2
50. Tattoos: None
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :52. First surgery: Nope
53. First piercing: Last two year
54. First best friend: Forgotton his name..(Forgive me T.T)
55. First sport you joined: Football?
56. First vacation: Hard to say for me almost every day is vacation...^^
Benn forgot to post 57 so i add it my self ..muahahaha
57. First Boss : = = i am the boss...
58. First pair of trainers: last 3 tyear in pbsm
59. Eating: nothign
60. Drinking: Wate
r61. I'm about to: get mad on the tag = =
62. Listening to: msn msg sound
63. Waiting on: My opportunity
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: dont know now
65. Get Married?: Might be
66. Career?: Become Trillionaire?
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: yes gua...==
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: No ..
80. Broken someone's heart: I always do .^.^
82. Been arrested: is that arrested by teacher count in? if yes Then my answer is yes..if no ..then No
83. Turned someone down: My favorite Thing to do
84. Cried when someone died: once
85. Fallen for a friend?: No ...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: 200% yes
.87. Miracles: Might be ..If God using 1 million knock my head ..then i sure belive^^
88. Love at first sight: Depends
89. Heaven: yes For me heaven is just one line far with hell...
90. Santa Claus: who is he?
91. Kiss on the first date: nvr
.92. Angels: Which kind you mean?
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Never and ever
95. Did you sing today?: Sure lah ..i almost sing every day de..^^
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Always = =...i no believe with who put No as answer in this question
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 1997 year
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Some day when i was a child ..but i forget the date = =
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Why?
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: 99.9999999999999% truth
Tag : 1) who ever he /she think he /she is most handsome / pretty
2) Who ever he /she think he /she is an idiot
3) Who ever feel bored after reading this tag
4) Who ever had ate his /her breadfast, lunch, dinner
5) Who ever did wash hand after come out of toilet....^^